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[betrayedblade]

...perhaps I miss the old routine a bit much. This new one, while nice and cozy, makes only for a decent vacation. Yes, even despite the odd happenstances here and there. It is too...boring.

[He pauses. He's complaining. And he realizes he's turned the communicator without much thinking about it. He was past due for an update anyway, before he discovered for himself just what sort of energy the device packed, and had been thinking about it before he started in on the complaints of this place. Ah well.]

Boring. Listen to me--complaining like some sort of youngster who has nothing better than to get into trouble every day. I converse much too often with giovani here and start to reminiscence on my old lifestyle as if I could get away with what I used to.

[He sighs.] I am getting old. When you start saying 'I'm getting too old for this' it is well past time you are too old for...things.

...Ugh. Now I'm using circular arguments and boring unto death those silly enough to listen to these devices.

[...]

Though I can't help but to miss the action back home. Not just the routine... but the purpose. What purpose is there here?

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[betrayedblade.livejournal.com]

I...

I am sorry, giovane. I did not mean...

...

[not-riku-thx.livejournal.com]

I know you miss it back home. But you've got interesting things you know. Stuff that can help here.

[betrayedblade.livejournal.com]

I did not mean this place was wholly wrong or that I did not like what there is to care for here. I only miss what is...is gone. As you said. [...] I would help anyone here that I could, that deserves it, that... but what I can does not seem enough to me.

I am sorry.

[not-riku-thx.livejournal.com]

Don't be. You never asked to come here.

[betrayedblade.livejournal.com]

That is not why I say it. That does not excuse how I made you feel.

[not-riku-thx.livejournal.com]

It's fine. I feel just fine.

[betrayedblade.livejournal.com]

[He sighs, saddened by his own foolishness.]